April 17,2006...I was 5 days delayed. I sometimes have my period 1-3 days delayed but never this long. A close friend of mine told me to wait for a week or seven days until I get a pregnancy test. But maybe I am so excited or just too anxious to know that I wasn't able to wait for another 2 days to get my self tested. So after I got off work, I went straight to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test. Upon reaching my flat, I didn't waste time and started the test right away. The waiting was excruciating. It was the longest 2 minutes of my life! My heart was thumping like crazy. Then there it was... As I saw the line on the second window, there was a mixed emotion - happiness and fear. Happy because I knew I've waited so long for this and I am more thrilled to be having it with the man I love. But I was terrified at the same time because I know that this is a huge, in fact more than huge, responsibility that anyone will ever have. But for someone who's fearful, there was a smile on my lips.The moment I saw that line on the second window, I knew my life would never be the same again. I've waited so long for this. I can't wait until I feel you inside me and eventually hold you in my arms...
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The Conception
